Sometimes what we say isn't what we feel
People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.

27.6.10

KKH.

Went to KLP to be greeted with army tanks, traffic police, firefighters, soldiers, green people and more green people! I didnt take a picture, sooooooo.
TOO BAD. But i was so freaked out that i went to call xiaomin and i didnt dare to jaywalk in front of the 6 or even more traffic police all over the road.

Imagine army people staring at you as you walk along the carpark? Like 100 peopl oh gosh stare at you as you walk past their army tanks. Goodness.
Ate yogru/yoghru or however you spell it. And chee cheong fan and one siew mai HAHAHAH. IM SO BAD AT SPELLING CHINESE FOOD! Bought gummies from cold storage and me and yuru was so tempted by the cheese cubes gosh D:

ANW, lets skip skip. Went to school, saw band people in their groups as usual -_- and them moving instruments and HAHAHA.HAHAHAH. ngee siang hair quite funny btw. Changed clothes changed shoes. Heng hair no need pin up. But then miss teo hinted for me to clip it up LOL. I didnt though. ):

Basically i played wrong, i smiled and stuck out my tongue. i dont care cause this performance is not public. They said i started xiao tian e too fast but i thought it was quite slow o.o BUT ANW, i hate moving ling zou qins! cause it is fcking heavy ! -'-

 

I look like a office woman and im proud of it. bye.

My Pitza Story.

Went out to Bungalow house to eat pizza boo and other things hmm. Ate until i swear im growing fat. This post is actually quite stupid HAHA. Ate loads of crap good quality stuff like steak oh gosh. Ate veggies too so im so proud of myslef heh (: Garlic bread was very garlic oh gosh. HAHAH. I like pizza hut's garlic bread more! But anw, pizza ftw.

26.6.10

Mu Rong is back! Okay. Miss me?

I dont think i didnt post for very long but. My tagboard is just totally dead. yeah baby. Anyway, there was once when i saw the news feed about shannon's army photos.I kaypo-ed and look at it. AHA. then i found this.

Notice anything perculiar? No its not shannon HAHA.

Look closely. OKay. YOU GET IT?
This guy's going for an army hello? Whats up with his humongous PILE of hair omg ._. He's expecting the haridresser to like. have a super fun time doing his hair uh. HAHAH. ok. stop it. i shant be so mean.

Anyway, on one peaceful day, i actually ATTEMPTED to excercise and went for swimming BY MYSELF OKAY. omg it was damn embarassing ._.Hmph. I even ate maggi mee for lunch to slim down ok. Im not anorexic! IM NOT ANOREXIC. Went to big big bungalow for 2 times in a week HAHAHAH. Once for noodles and the other steam boat LOL . My daddy bought a shit thing which will have a spider popping out. As usual i kaypoed and i totally had a heat attack hor. My mum screamed and shouted. AHA im better than my mum *wink. The spider is popping out. ew gross. Look at lycia's face -.-

THE SPIDER IS REAL DISGUSTING OK. ITS LEGS GO LIKE *WIGGLY WIGGLY WIGGLY WIGGLY.

Holidays are boring. But i dont want school to start. hmph.

Im amazed by my two fingers.

I came to a conclusion that i shouldnt show my eyes at all.

Went to do history project @ Carissa's house. Quite successful  and we watched reborn together! HAHAHAHAH. I wore my second dress! <3

Jixun-ed for the past three days. Ate Mac for first day, Kfc for second and subway for third. How. Fattening oh gosh. Awkwardness HAAHAH. hmm. ok. well. yay.
Doneeee! Ok today got performance at KKH O.O Good luck to myelf and zheng. yay baby.

18.6.10

Taken from Pillowofdreams

 

Pillowofdreams; Boy and girl story. Click here cause it took up too much space ):


    • Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
    • Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean?
    • Boy: Something has come up...
    • Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
    • Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
    • Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.
    • Boy: Baby, are you there?
    • Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?
    • Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
    • Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
    • Boy: I'm leaving..
    • Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
    • Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
    • Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here.
    • Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
    • Girl: I can't believe this.
    • Father: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)
    • Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
    • Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.
    • Boy: Would you run away with me?
    • Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
    • Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
    • Girl: *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.
    • Boy: I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
    • Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
    • Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
    • (They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)
    • Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
    • Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
    • Boy: Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
    • Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
    • (They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)
    • It says...
    • "Erica,
    • You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
      - Ricardo"
    • ( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )
      ... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
    • Friend: How are you feeling?
    • Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
    • Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
    • Girl: Umm.. okay.
      (She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)
    • It says:
      "Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
      Hate = Love
      Never = Always
      Bitch = Baby
      Will not = will
      .... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"
    • Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!
      ( Erica turns the TV on. )
      [Breaking news]
    • "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
    • ( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )
      ... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

     

     

    Sorry this post is so wordy. Just so not me.

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      "Nothing that’s worthwhile is ever easy. Remember that."

      — Nicholas Sparks (Message in a Bottle)

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      1 geog question from tasksheet

      maths supp ws and read merchant of venice. Do not remind me of the projects.

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      17.6.10

      Happy birthday!


      HAPPY BIRTHDAY  MUMMY! I think for once she's really happy today. She used to walk out on us and head to sleep while three retards stand there cutting the cake and eating it when the birthday person isnt there.


      Daddy got her a branded bag as usual.Celine i think. I heard it costed $2000+ but daddy got a discount of 30%.  I think she has a branded bag every bdae lor! Even dad knows better than to buy jewellery for her because she dont use it.

       

      I bought her two cards ; one $10.30 and the other $8.30. So expensive! Hmm. We got to eat sushi tei as lunch, Sis went to work though, so only 3 of us ate.

      My mummy refused to work on her birthday.

      Mum: 'Since its my birthday, why should i go to work? like slave like that.
      Me : 'Since its your birthday ,then i shouldn't go tuition too!'

      But anyway, i am going to head down to the swimming pool later cause i gained like 1 kg! Shit. Nevermind. The holidays are gonna be over aldy, back to starvation HAHA. No thats out of the point. Anyway, we ate Hans as dinner. And when it was time for the cake, they divided the bloody cake into four and expected ME to eat everything. I told them i was on diet so i took 1/3 of it and gave the rest to my mum. HAHAH. 

      The cake very small meh ._. Look who's the person seducting the camera.

      Zai jian.