Sometimes what we say isn't what we feel
People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.

29.7.10

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Wah i damn pissed. Blame the bloody school computer. Dont wanna talk about it anymore, except that i got seperated with everyone for DHRP. -_- thanks alot man. Nvm. i shall chill and relax LOL.

OMYGOSH WTF. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i suay. i suay. i really fcking suay. but whatever. hahahahahhahahaha. -.-
Cb la dont want go school liao. -.- ok whatever.

Had health screening on.... tuesday! It was cool, just that bra need to take off which was dumb. but ya whatever. The nurse asked me to eat more, hahahah wth lol! Went back on wednesday and skipped half a period of computing cause me ranice jiayi were slacking over @ the black box. some alan guy from 2j sat on the chair which was for people to put clothes and was scolded by the nurse damn loudly so quite epic. aiya whatever. hahahaha.

 

Tomorrow; History graded assignment, Maths CT3, La Timed graded compre.Goodluck mu rong.

27.7.10

You.

Please, its unlike me but whatever. Im gonna post WORDS.

Im upset with almost everything. Suddenly everyone knows everything about me, and secrets could never be kept. I really hate humans and i think i went crazy over every single thing of human life. I wish Singapore could drown in water now and i'll be sitting infront of my computer telling everyone i love them on facebook and drown with my computer. Obviously not, i'd die with humans, i was born with humans, i study with humans, i eat with humans, i eat what humans make, whatever man. Every single thing can lead to this awful species. I dont like posting words cause everyone would know how i thought, i post pictures because it makes me happy. I think sec sch really changed me but i dont care. I saw my awful picture in Vernetta's blog, laughed and thought of how i used to play with soft toys in primary school, and cry alot, and whine alot, and catch people for ankle socks and fringe, tie two ponytails, look at the most handsome guy but dont care cause they werent in my life, mug like crazy, and thought computer was stupid. Oh well, whatever. Life's dumb, your dumb, im dumb. We were born to live, survive, and experience things that weren't pleasant. I felt sad that i was born, i felt cool when i heard i was an accident, i wasnt intended. But i realised maybe i'd be happier if i wasnt born.


I know im supposed to mug maths, i know im hyper than alot of other people, i know im not supposed to sit here and type these crap, but i just want to hide away everything.  Sorry. Im crazy. Too bad for you. NEH NEH NI POO POO.

P/s WAH SAI you suck man. Thanks for letting everyone know everything when itried my best to keep everything a secret. I give you a bow and thanks for letting my name get everywhere. I feel like pointing the middle finger at you and i think i shouldnt care about you anymore. But im not afraid of anything cause you should be the one that is embarassed and i didnt do anything. Get that point right, I think my reputation in everywhere sucks now when im like damn fcking guai1-.- but whatever. And its all because of you!!


LOL I REALISED ALOT PEOPLE SAY I LOOK DAMN LIAN -.- OKAY.LOL.  WHATEVER. im a geek im a geek im gonna cui1 mian3 this into people's brain (:

26.7.10

Heyyyy!

Sorry i got totally absorbed by the camera:o 8.1 megapixel, trazillion times better than a dumb iphone. HAHAH. Seelliing iphone for a trazillion million!! <3 But quite hard sms siol ): SORRY I GOT CRAZY ABIT THERE^ SO PARDON ME. HEHEHE.

BYE.

 

OH WELL, NOW I GOT A NICE CAMERA. IN A PHONE. i still want a digital camera. but i also want a mac.
Anyone rich enough to buy me one? (: i love and hug you to bits.

 

 

P/S i was supposed to mug maths tonight, SUPPOSED. apparently i failed. now im gonna shut down this bloody thing that ruined my life and get on with it. bye.

22.7.10

Hey wassup.

Omygosh like hi, i finally found time to post and this post has been like in my 'drafts' since forever but whatever. Went out with xiaomin xiyu yuxuan to ikea on a thursday; which equally means i ponned tuition for them but whatever.

There WAS an unglam of xiaomin but i decided not to post it up after serious consideration HAHAH.

Oh there was a very cool lucky draw thing and we were all amazed by it cause it instantly gives you prizes. So if your smart enough to guess, yes we watched despicable me. HHAHAH. okay lol.

 

PASSING DOWN ZHENG:
Please scroll down if your not interested HAHAHA. ^ Whichever you prefer HAHAHAH.
And we got gl-ed after by the npcc teacher. -.- whatever la lol.

Most importantly i love zheng <3 and i'll miss each and every of the seniors ): Hope we get gold with honours under me cause im real scared that i influenced zheng.

 

DANCE:

HAHAH minying's toe nails! LOL.

Stop staring at the holes on my feet LOL.

Clean clean forehead. HAHAH. HAHAH WENT ZLS OFFICE >so saw xue er's young photos LOL. she damn freak zai sia  LOL.

Spot me!

Bungalow House! :
(Sorry la i havent posted for so many days that im spamming LOL )

CLS BDAE:

Arthur got injured in the toilet and i went inside the boys toilet of 6th floor LOL. Its bigger than the 5th floor one siol. HAHAH. Oh anw back to the point, the seniors wanted to give a surprise. So i was supposed to off the lights cause i was closest. AND OMG i felt damn bad when i closed it, cause cls was like 'fa shen le shen me shi?!' then i was like 'OMG TOLONG WAIT WAIT' cause the seniors were taking their time and then the candle went out and then i was like damn freaked out HAHAH. whatever LOL.

Random: > I got one photo of me with my fringe ruined  HAHAHAHAH, damn epic but i dont care! LOL.

I fell in love with KFC egg tarts. HAHAH.

Had fun playing with ranice's mac today heheheh!