My heart is probably going to burst out or something sometime now.

feels uncontented with life.
I dont know why but i don't really like how life is progressing. I miss going recess with xiyu!! And all those weird things that we'll do, kajiaoing her juniors, running around classes just cause she claimed she touched a spider, and bla.
I cant stand the simplicity of life in 3c lolol.

My maths tuition teacher is leaving learning lab, and i cried alot after the lesson ended. If only learning lab didnt change a boss, shit. I dont know why i cried so much but i suddenly thought of the times i had with her and in her class. aiyooooo.

fucking emo -_-

Oh the lazy pig is lazy to study for history.

Fine i broke my promise and didn't blog. Shit. Sorry to the 96 who checked on sunday.

(Wednesday)

Anyway, i was lazy and forgot to take pictures of the presents from v's day ): But special thanks to angelina and vivian who baked cookies for the whole class! And evangel for the sweets :) <3>

Awww school is so boringggggggg nowadaysss. Staying awake is like the hardest thing ever )': i miss being a year 2 nouuu.

We had a mini class lunch together during lunch. hehe <3 But got some girls sao xing ate seperately from us )': YES EVANGEL YOU'RE SO UNGLAM hahahahha.

(Thursday)

My mum bought yusheng and we celebrated yuan siao as a family :) But this plate was so expensive, 50 bucks. Hell scam man!!!!

P.s. Im drinking gong cha every thursday now!! omg fattening ):

(Friday)

Ran 2.4km during p.e. Oh the horror, but thank god i had mental preparation haha. Ran with evangel for the first two rounds and then i started lagging behind but i was pacing her the whole time hehe. Evangel is my motivaiton manzxc. My timing sucked, 15.42 . Eh but not bad lor i improved, exercising is not my cca!!! I sit on chairs and enjoy the aircon LOL.

Had huibao during cca!! Scary man!! Luckily i didnt screw up alot. phew.

And then headed to Nafa dance with-mood ly LOLOL.

Not the full class, but all of the skipp-ed grade people are mostly so pretty!!!! Hope we get closer hehe. LOL BUT ANW MINYING ACT DEMURE AH? HAHA.

*ahem* nvm i'll keep my thoughts to myself.

FRANCINE'S HAIR LOOK LIKE SKIPPY'S RIGHT. i finally remember the term for it. I kept saying nutella but then people were giving me weird looks. Chocolate + peanut butter heheh not that i tried it before but wtv.

Dont know what i doing la -_-

HAHA I LOOK UNGLAM BTW.

Jumped 3 times for this hahahahah.

Photo credits to Yuling :)

(Saturday)

Went for facial, drank oreo chocolate hehe so exciting. I stayed at home and studied heheh. Ok actually i wasnt really studying but i think i was so i shall just say i am. But i was home alone cause i rejected the idea of going to my relative's house since i know i wont do anything productive there. zz. So sis bought macdonald's for me for my dinner. Nomnomnom i miss the fries like crazy.

(Sunday)

Went for aspen and chem cher made tiramissu for us hehe so nice. Then took a bus myself from parkway to tampines and attempted to study history on the bus but i was too distracted by the smses. Hehe thanks abigail for buying me lunch. Was lost on the way to vivian's house because i didnt know that i was supposed to go the BUS INTERCHANGE. so i started climbing overhead bridges to realise i was at the wrong place lolol.

hehe we almost finished our IDMI proposal because we're doing on telephones fail lol lol we just took the idea from the example. Dont know if it is allowed, and we havent consulted royston han at all lol. mehhhh.

Sean Lew came and extra, and he taught me the simple version of river flows in you!! :) asking hanzhang to bring her guitar on friday hehe and she agreed happiness overflows. But my finger was like aching from plucking so yaaaappppp. Vivian's brother is so horny anyway!!!!

I know my hair is long, and yes i know i wear my overcoat wrongly, AND LOOK AT VIVIAN'S BROTHER -_-

They started singing west life's song, budden their singing so horrible!! hahahah omg. Yes we didnt start IDMI until very late hahaha.

Guess whose butt?

Nice nice dinner!! Feel so sorry for troubling vivian's family )':

Focused me :)

Went home all by myself at 9, home aloned because my family was at relatives house again.

(Monday)

Get well soon to Joshua!!!! He fell down while walking, and half of the class was accompanying him. So in the end we all got scolded by bp teacher. The guys were the worst cause they refused to come up until the very end. My name got recorded too. Cblj laaa walao eh.

(Todayyyy)

This was today!!!! Went to eat chicken rice at katong with dad today:) heheh so nice nomnomnom.

Tests this week:

LA Film Analysis

Maths Common test (I)

History SEQ test

Chemistry Common test.

Tests next week:

Chinese Test 2 : Chengyu 50-100, zonghetiankong, compre, summary.

Stressed week, everything's bombarding on me omgggg. I wrote ALOT of crap for LA, and i didnt even bother including shots because i have no idea what shots they are called hahah omg fail max.Cant believe my slacking LA times is soon going to be over )':

Maths was a bitch. Dont even want to talk about it anymore, zzzz. Hate those people who say its easy and crap. erghhhh.

Went on to MSN today to realise that MSN blocked all my contacts AGAIN. Anyway, talked to vernetta on msn today!!! omg i miss my old friends so much nawww )': and i miss all the gossip shit haha i need someone to keep me updated!!!

Going out with her on tuesday <3

I keep looking at you uncounsciously and get jealous and deny everything in front of you. I know you don't feel like how i claim you to be but i still get paranoid over and over again. Im dont have the courage to tell you anything, sorry.

oh crappy.

Hi bitches my life is messed up.
Fuck those despo guys who raised their hand for some letter exchanging programme with a girls school and now im writing a lame letter + newspaper gan2 xiang3 to some girl called huisi.

okkkk i'll be very nice to her i swear and i'll hide a post it somewhere and start spamming it with english. I mean like, SERIOUSLY. WHO ACTUALLY TALKS ABT A NEWSPAPER OVER THE LETTER???? in chinese somemore wtf.

What's the generation now you bloody arseholes lol.
no singaporeans love chinese. Find one!!! i'll give you a one cent that cant be used anymore = its priceless!! That's great right lol.

i'll post a proper post tmrw i swear, with pictures provided i promise. hehe.

P.s./ i need someone whom i can pour everything out to, understands, and wont tell anyone else. Auditions anyone??? hahah just kidding. i'll just keep everything to myself and be emo and then i'll burst into pieces and THEN you're will regret. hehe just kidding.

Ya my love life's messed up.

Hate #1 : People who freaking ruin you mood

Hate #2: Those who go all serious on you when you were just joking

Hate #3: Those people who make themselves sound like they own the world.

Seriously? fuck off.

I LOVE MY COMPUTER AND NO ONE ELSE.

I havent really been going out........... plus, i just found my camera charger = really no photos. whooops.

So guess what i have nothing to blog about! But anyway,

Sorry to huang yu ling n zhuminying n franny for not going on friday!! hahaha shit i feel so guilty :/ and look who's the chao ah lian that dyed her hair black and brown that makes me think of Skippy's!!!!!! Like lol you know the peanut butter? recover soon babe franny!!!

And the status thing is really irritating me cause i dont really have the mood to finish but i shall finish it when............ ya kinda when i have the mood to lol.

Anw omg i have a sudden craving for prawns! I love god cause he didnt give me the allergies to anything in the world :) Ok...... im a free thinker. I just didnt know who else to thank. My parents???

Oh yes i was one of the losers who remained single on valentines day :) hehe WHAT NOT HAPPY ISSIT )':

Had cca, then waited for ebi, but nice her skipped her socalled cca for me (which is supposedly a good thing but she kept scolding me a bitch n asshole when we were walking to the busstop) We almost waited for the effing bus for like 30++ mins and it was horrible so we decided to just take the circle line.

Ate at kopitiam (hehe i like chicken rice) , and we were leaving then i heard some sec sch guy was like walking towards his friends and say 'STARE WHAT STARE. huh STARE WHAT STARE' Then i saw him wanting to follow us, and he turned back anw . Then i was abt to tell abi what happened, then the guy tapped me on the shoulder and started saying 'My friend there .......... 'Buthen abigail really turn back then like very interested hahah quite funny. But in the end he walked away cause he repeated another time but we still couldnt hear him.

Sorry we have deaf ears you son of a bitch lol.

Bought chocolates and only reached home at 10.10pm, omg fail maxxxzzz.

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Went to big big bungalow on saturday to celebrate cny (lol ya we lagger) with bryan+zoey's family + ryan's family and my cousin's family.

Yeees the only picture i have is a picture of the yusheng T.T Hey at least its clear ok!!!

Sorry i just had to do this to kill time.

AND ON THAT FUCKING DAY
( i'm currently attempting to stop my vulgarity ways, but this is kinda of an emergency lol),
I HAD A FREAKING FEVER.

hahah but anyway thanks to those who were smsing me so that i could kill time lol. My mum didnt want to fetch me home man!! omg what kind of mum is she??? She stayed until 3am to gamble but my sis fetched me back at 12am for some reason that i still dont know.

Was really feeling unwell throughout the whole night because i was going from hot to cold, either covering myself in blankets crazily or sweating like shit.

AND GUESS WHAT WHO'S THE MUGGER THAT ACTUALLY WENT TO ASPEN EVEN I HAD A MASSIVE HEADACHE AND AN ONGOING FEVER THAT I THOUGHT HAD WENT AWAY??

i think i was crazy lol, but my fever worsened from going aspen man!! shit and i was scolded for lying my head on the table hahaha SORRY LA PEOPLE NOT FEELING WELL WHAT.

ya i went to the doctor in the end, got an mc but didnt use it.fml.

hahah omg i love the cereal guy.