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29.7.12

Where have you been all my life

Hi i think i can be an official laggest blogger in the whole world hehehe. Im back after seeing everyone post and .. not me LOL. 

 Starting off with smth i saw from 9gag. HAHA pretty funny.
Ok so went to CS concert a few.. months ago with Jasmine, Vernetta and Xiyu :) We wanted to go to flea first but only me and mak could make it so we decided not to ): Ate everything with fries atas version at Bugis. Its damn expensive as compared to the somerset one so im never going there again unless someone's treating me -.-
 The food is still pretty good though :)
 CS concert was pretty good haha i love the xiang sheng!!!
 Saw a guy that really looked like justin bieber (except the face) HAHA LOOK LIKE RIGHT!! Made a muji bag with mak phang and xiyu also it was like so damn cheap man.

Went to vivian's house to do physics project.. but all of my group mates were late so i was snacking and eating sushi and all sorts of things BECAUSE VIVIANS MUM MAKES THE BEST FOOD EVER. Especially her sushi omg im pract. craving for it <3
 Went to somerset with some of SHD on a.... idk when LOL i cannot remember a thing. We were shopping haha, went to far east plaza/editor's market.
 Haven't been going to kong hwa for a few sessions.. and im feeling damn guilty about it man haha. They moved back to their old campus! Elton/Sean snapped these shots haha.
Selling my physics boat for $10. Completely recycled with things found on the floor and on tables, completely handmade, done within 2 minutes, And im most proud of the fact is that IT CAN SWIM!!! on water!!! It may have toppled for a few times... BUT still its still very good. But it'll take me some time to find it in the garbage bin because some people threw it away T.T
Was feeling very upset over my physics common test so i skipped cca for the first time (think) and went to support my class guys interclass with isabelle valerie and chloe haha. This valerie woman chose the best seat la! Instead of sitting inside the court where you can see the butt of the goal keeper, we chose the side LOL next to a wall with a red chair. i bet the people playing thought we were idiots HAHA. Walked to emz house to lend my OBS bag from her, and watched her pack. Look at my dinner the day before OBS! hahaha it was soooo good.
Ok and finally for my OBS post haha. PREPARE TO SEE MANY MANY WORDS.

I didnt really dread OBS when it came, but it was really a torture for me cause OBS is just like a military base camp or smth wtf and the instructors there were damn strict and shit. Reached the harbor and we nua-ed around before taking the boat to OBS base camp 1. Sooooo damn lucky we were in Camp 1 i swear because, it has wonderful toilets, a canteen... and more wonderful toilets. Throughout the 5 days, my appetitie just got smaller and smaller.. and smaller and i hardly ate anything sia Wth hahahaha because the food were ... snacks. they were not even food they were snacks LOL.
 So this is my group! Consisting of Joshua, Benjamin, Vivian, Abigail, Bryan, JunAn, Sean Lew, Justin, Jeremiah, Zi wei, Si Ying, Yuan Siang, Angelina and me! I must admit that i am considered very lucky into getting this group.. because i cant even imagine if i was in a group of girls. I would have no one else to help carry my bagpack to my shoulders/Kayak/Pit up tents faster/Carry waterbottles/Make jokes.

Summary of what we did:
(1st day) Kayaked for the first time ever with Benjamin, learned how to capsize and get back on boat, even tho i could hardly go back on the boat with poor muscles HAHA. We learned how to cook our own dinner (and sean lew cut his finger and i screamed like mad instead of him because it looked damn scary) , and also learned how to pitch our tents. HOWEVER, BECAUSE WE ARE VERY SLOW, we had to pitch tents in the darkness in a forest after that and we took like 21 minutes wth. Got scolded like shit after that by our ah beng instructor.

(2nd day) Woke up desperately wanting to go back home lol... I rmb when jeremiah said like "can you believe its only the 2nd day, we still have fckin 4 more days) Had icebreakers, packed our camp bags because we weren't coming back for 3 days... LOL it was the worst news ever. Had our high elements which i had no muscles to climb on, and then horribly trekked to camp 2 which was only a few km away so quite mild la HAHA. Volunteered to be sea expedition leaders with sean lew bcuz nobody else wanted to do it so i asked him if he wanted to HAHA IM A BORN LEADER. Ok jk. Dinner, bathed, slept.

(3rd day) Woke up to heavy rain at 4am. Proceeded with stuff we planned, and kayaked. My kayaking skills were really damn bad and i think it drove sean lew mad LOLOL. When we were reaching the campsite, he just suddenly told me to stop pedaling and then he tank all?!?!? for like at least 20-30 minutes and i was sitting there feeling damn guilty LOL. Met dr. foo on the way. And luckily luckily, the tide was with us and we reached damn fricking early. Ate our lunch, and pitched our tents in the blazing hot sun. Dipped in the Quay, had a talking session with instructor, then cooked dinner, refilled bottles with isabelle joshua and lew. We were supposed to meet our instructor but it was so damn fricking dark we decided not to lol!!!! he came and find us and then we had a talk about plans tmrw lol.

(4th day) Woke up to heavy rain AGAIN. Was totally late for everything and we got scolded like shit, because those huge big huge big huge military trained ants fucking infested our bags including mine which only had clothes. If i could scold the ants, i would. Trekked for 13 km for 6 hours with a few breaks in between. HAD MILO omg me and siying were like practically dying for it. all of us smelt like shit and went to bathe!!!!! finally after 2 days. Had iron chef cooking and then squeeeeezed a tent with 6 other people because the tents were still wet. It was so cramped hor, i cannot even move leh.

(5th day) WOKE UP BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO SWAT A FLY. and guess what it was 6am and our whole group was late by an hour so guess who saved the day!! (ok actually i went back to sleep thinking it was an early morning. luckily abigail woke up and screamed for everyone to wake up HAHA) Did the jetty jump after some packing up of our store blablabla. Bathed..... and stuff. THEN WE HEADED BACK TO SINGAPORE OMG HALLEHLUYAH.

Headed for ajisen ramen with Jieyi, Vernetta, Emily, Jalyn and we had koi also so i practically gained back all what i have lost HAHA. Headed to ems house after that, went home and was far too nua to go for dance so i skipped!!!

Even tho i cannot beat vernetta/shunzhi, i had 65 mosquito bites all over my arm, leg, face, ankle, back, thighs. I still have the scars now lol joshua say i looked like i got abused @ home.

 My mosquito scars/bites were damn bad it was so bloody itchy i woke up every night to apply mopiko -.-
 MURONG IS SO PRETTY IN THE 3RD PICTURE. honestly i know no shit what i was doing.
 Was able to be with vernetta and isabelle for a few times hehehe. Had our sea ex with them too!! Spot ziwei and sean HAHA. Mr yeo told me 'alot of couples are born up there' HAHAHA. NOT BAD SIA, :D
 Jeremiah looks prettier than me HAHAHA. Spot Xiyu and jalyn and emily! :D Yup i very bo liao went to save pictures of all my friends HAHAH.
 YOU SEE!! i practically kept my pedal cause that mad men refused to let me pedal. But i must admit, this is the first and last time im kayaking i suck at it so bad i cant even say anything. I CANNOT. Pedal straight. I just end up going to the right/left all the time.

haha so here's a picture of 4C taking a break!we liked to join our boats together then we will talk hehehehe so fun! BTW I lost my Lamborghini cap i is very sad ):

 
 This is the 4A&C interclass girls basketball team!!! We got into top 8 luckily, beating K and losing a few points to L. Didnt get past G though, got really upset by some people's comments. Judging them man. HAHAH I RMB ESTELLA WAS WEARING LYDIA'S SHIRT and everyone started asking her since when she became lydia HAHA!! 

Ok this is the end ive spent too much time here. OKAY BYEBYE.


12.7.12

To me at least.

So ... i can only access my formspring on the computer, which is stupid. But ok i'll accept it HAHA.

Life has been damn busy, with all the dance performances at the other end of the world and new topics we have to learn. I dont know what else to say, i just wanna do everything i want to now. But i cant *_*

So now what, your using your charming techniques to charm some other girl right now? lol wth its such a detesting sight. 


2.7.12


HI GUYS.

Thanks to francine, i'll be taking a 'job' heheheh!!!! Will be performing at sembawang shopping centre with yuling and francine (chinese dance!!!) on most prob next mon, tue, fri and maybe we would be performing for more days too :) Damn exciting because its damn worth it ( 3 times for $210 wtf?!?!?! Helps so much that the perf lasts less than 5 minutes LOL)

ok im damn excited HAHA because i get to do smth i like and get money LOL. But goodluck to me cause im the worst dancer out of 3 of them, and i havent learned finish the dance. Screwed to the maximum HAHAHA.

And i just wanted to show ur the best contemp guy dancers i've seen, im sorry for the hair lol i couldnt find any other video of their finals already.



OR you can watch this: this is their heats!! omg damn good la.

1.7.12

Events

Ok short update that's only gna be words after i spammed scramoff with photos haha.

Basicallyyyyy, 7 months have passed for 2012 and honestly, i can't even tell if its fast/slow.
Many things have changed, feelings, relationships and so on so forth and im really getting upset with some of them sigh.

OBS left me with 65 mosquito bites, I spent 2 days 1 night in a Germany hospital and another day with miss ling ONLY, which left me equivalent to only spending 3 days in germany officially because 1 day was spent in the plane.But of course, thats warped logic hahaha. I had my own kind of enjoyment at the hospital cause there were handsome doctors/pretty nurses and it was the first time i ever Stayed in a hospital. The feeling is really really very different to be in some place overseas in a hospital, unable to contact any of ur friends/family other than thru sms. It was a good experience la i would say because i spent these 2 days in silence (or rather, i was doing chinese hw) and receiving treatment from my 39.8 high fever. Even shared a room with a german woman who couldnt speak english (Fantastic) HAHA. Plus i got to shop/eat freely with miss ling after i was discharged and i became a kind and generous girl who lent Sonia's mum 300 euro haha. Came back singapore only to fill myself with more and more homework and yes, i completed them which made me feel very very good haha. School has restarted and so many things have left me feeling very stressed and all those shit. I know i have to put in more effort for my studies and im still dilemming whether or not i should take physics.

Celebrated Jalyn my dear girl's birthday a few days ago and Hi jalyn, you're finally 16!! Thanks for all the memories you gave me for the past 7-8 months ive known you :) I love you and the rest of the 7 as well hahahaha.

Went for Riverlife event yesterday and it was haha not bad la :) Did some icebreakers, paired up with vernetta joshua jeremiah, and we got 1st for the amazing race which felt real good HAHA couldnt believe it man. Runningman was okok because the game ended really quickly!! But it was damn exciting cause we were all restricted and the catchers are all damn fast :) Didnt go for service tho, because i didnt feel like i was ready to go and listen and all those stuff la cause afterall my mum objects to me going to church, and the last time i went, i had so many distractions i couldn't (ps typo) really appreciate what the pastor was talking. No offence, really. I do believe in god though haha. 

Mixed feelings about some people and im really disgusted/disappointed with some. Meanwhile, im hungry. Okay bye im gna take out the annoying shit in my mouth and eat. gobble. snack. munch.

All the way to your heart

Ok so commontest1 was really horrible cause it involved hardcore studying omggggg. I got 3As, 1B, just-passed 2 subjects, failed one by 1 damn mark. Ji dissapointing yi xia but hahaha aiya. what can i do if im born with stupid brains le sigh.
 
1/Studytable (p.s. it has shifted) 2/White coffee!! damn good ;)
 
1/I had a really bad running nose for one period of time and i used 500000 tissues everyday i swear hahaha. 2/Bryan. 3/Shocked rachel and laughing jeremiah. 4/Texas chicken omg i love this chicken so much i cant even..
 
HAHA made a conclusion that benjamin looks like simba when he shaved his head HAHA. 3/ I got a really bad mosquito bite and it swelled like maaaaaaaaaaad. 4/Stickers again~
 
Physics lesson for half a period and me,seanlee and ben fell asleep hahah. 4/Dad's money selling ?? fair at sentosa :)
 
1/Cupcakes handmade! 2/Cupcake bought! 3/Homework list. 4/Funniest shit i've seen haha chow is really damn funny.

 Hehehe my young photos!!!! so cute right LOL. ok who am i deceiving.
 
We had some sort of work talk thingy while the others had sports day~~ Look at the last box!! First pic is ben's and 2nd is zhiming's hahaha omg looking forward.
 
Headed out with zheng on some random day i forgot hahaha. Ate at astons whoop whoop!!!
 
2/More cupcakes HAHA sry my family had an obsession with them at some point of time. 3/Sleeping again omg i dont usually do this DONT JUDGE K HAHA. 4/Went xiyu's church for some kind of drama thing and it was sooo good haha they were so good with the acting!!! We met up at eighteen chefs for dinner before going :) Had eggs for us so all of us peeled it and ate :)
 And on a bright and sunny day after school, i went to plaza singapura with jalyn and we ate hot tomato!! :) Met up with emily after that and omg we really DIED laughing at some dance event where two fabulously 'hot' guys were dancing omg it was so funnyyyyy!!! The auntie beside me was also laughing like maaad and these two guys would just keep coming back for more and we just laughed like... forever.
  1/Hello kity notebook omg so cutieee pie. 2/Hersheys chocolate

 Ps i know ive posted about this before but these are photos from my phone!!!
 
1/ Heading for CO concert :)
3/ Jerald and Zhenyang requested for this but their faces are far from agonizing haha. 4/Jerome's flower for me!!! So pretty but it died very quickly :/
1/I love oatmeal cookies i swear its like the best thing on earth la. 2/My results from the MBTI 3/Dancersssss! 4/Joshua teaching hahha.
 1/ Yuru and me! 2/Yuru not wearing shoes hhah glam to the maximummmm. 3/Chinese project!!! 4/Swensens to celebrate em's birthday :)
 
1/Sashimi salad omg always the best:) 2/Pino icecream and waffle icecream!! im hungry -.- 3&4/ Trees i took from the car back home
 1/Ordered a dress from ohsofickle and i was so damn happy cause it was my 1st time ordering from her!!! 4/Rabbit-pig!!
 
1/Char Kway teow with abigail at old airport road :) 2/Darren and vvvphang solving my qn LOL. 3/Ding Hui and alex my learning lab friends! :) 4/New TLL card omg so posh.
 1/Our INITIAL boat which sank i think HAHA. 2/My collection of polaroid films omg haha never gna finish it cause whenever i use 1, daddy buys 3 home. 3&4/ At dance classss :D
 
1&2/ Finally my parcel arrived and i was so excited haha!! 3/Good old bottle coke. 4/FIRST homemade dinner in omg years sia, ever since we moved in. Im not even kidding lol.
 1/Cupcake made by i-shant-say incase it leads to any misunderstandings but it was good so thank you very much :) 2/Class guys dont know doing what again haha. 3/Fisheye take with abigail. 4/Class
 
1/Changed my seat to abigail's for a day haha. 2/So elton who was supposed to be infront of me is beside me for a day!!! 3&4/ Er his normal postion in class everyday without fail. i HAVE to reserve a seat for his head on my table LOL.
 1/On the day of commontest itself, an anonymous gave this to every single person on year 3 and 4! So damn sweet of them/her/him la!!!!! 2/Jerald sitting beside me. 3/View from my seat. 4/Me!!!!
 
1/Picture taken by vvvphang. 2/Honeystars doing on the noticeboard omg i cnt even express how ridiculous this is LOL. 3/Longjohnsilvers with emily!!! 4/My favourite blogshop ^_^
 1/...... TTG placed my picture BIG BIGBIGBIG HUGEASSBIG outside the auditorium ): 2/Stolen from grace on instagram hahaha its soooo pretty. 3/Metals -.- 4/Icecream duh hahaha.
 
 1/ Had to go back to school on speech day even tho i could be better off studying at home zz. It was lame la hhaha :) 2/My medal. 3&4/ Dance
 
1/9gag photo haha reminds me so much of what my class guys (ESPECAILLY joshua) says so i had to screenshot it down. 2/Cute baby !!! 4/Sunset with the clouds HAHA.
 
1/Dying while doing history cheatsheet. 3&4/Had our interclass that time and we won 4K and lost to 4L haha. So we got into top 8. Skipped tuition and went old airport road with SHD cause i felt much too nua/sticky to go.
 
1/Candid shot HAHA. 2/Xiyu's eyes. 3/Lao ban!! 4/VVVPHANG
 
1/VVVphanga again haahah. 2/As usual im the one tanking all HMMMM. 3/Ok this was damn funny. So we had our chinese project on one of the places in singapore and elton/ben/sean i think did on little india. Some stupid person went to put a picture of the suldan mosque that can ONLY be found in india so it was damn hilarious. LCM said that she walk the whole of little india also cannot find this shit so HAHAHA. 4/Astons with vernetta, emily and jalyn on a thursday.
 1/My food! 2/Awfully chocolate icecream. Ate it with pain because i was having sore throat and i ate so little and so slowly because i didnt want to worsen it ): 3&4/Francine and me!