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People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.

21.12.13

shoelaces to tie em up

warning: this post is gna be FILLED with me. 

Flipped open my photoalbums a few weeks ago cause i was bored hehehe 
I think i had those make up skills in me ever since i was young - i am a natural. 

 My final chinese dance exam - grade 13 happened and ended on 21st nov! 13 years of stretching, jumping, and god knows what but thank god for nafa i hope i'll still be able to do a split the next time you see me. Less say catch my back leg and post it up on instagram -_- 

Studied with angela at tp one day, and ended up sending sheryl off at the airport :-) tried rly hard to camouflage amongst the bushes within the airport so that sheryl wouldnt spot me because she didnt know i was going - for a moment i thought i was pretty eligible for the army. 
 All i got was an unsurprised face and a 'aww' and a pat on my head. NO TEARS NO SCREAMS NO HORROR sigh she's a tough one to get.
Oh we waited reaaaaaaally long to take a photo with spongebob.. but there were too many little squishy chubby kids arnd so . 

So during my birthday period joven asked me out for a date to celebrate my birthday and i promptly rejected him because i am not a slut hahahaha. then he suggested dinner with weikang they all and i agreed...... thinking it was gonna be a normal dinner WHICH also explains why i was wearing study attire lol fml. 
BUT i got surprised (not exactly since i am good at unsurprising and also because they gave away hahahah i am good at this) when i saw my dance friends!!! like all of them?????? 
Touched *_*

do i have to say their names again ..... i'm getting pretty bored of this business ive been naming them pretty frequently haha. 
Oh!! Introducing fran's boyfriend- coleman hahahahah.

Dont ask me why joven is carrying my bag i have no idea ... 
 oh shit he's still carrying it here ....  NO i do not abuse joven LOL. 
Waaaaiiiiiiting for this guy to intro his girl to us .... waitiiiiiiiiiinnnnnggggggg
Macarons from joven! 
 Cap from the whole group of em :)
 and er.. homemade exfoliating soap or smth like that by emilia. The card wrote 'can be used as decoration if you don't dare to use' so thats what happening and its sitting really happily on my cupboard rather than on my skin :-)
BUT i still appreciate her effort, and for coming down during her a's period to celebrate my birthday!! hehe lurve lurve.

ok back to hols homework i think i just wasted one whole day 

Everything that you ever gave me has broke
scary... hahahah

let it go

Class chalet (13-15 nov)

Headed over to class chalet and was greeted by kaixian's (suprisingly) good fried rice hahahah. Not trying to mean anything but he obviously looks like he can cook prata better than he can cook fried rice.

ok man pardon the damn ugly photo im damn lazy to edit this hehe. 
Watched a few movies and played cards and lazed arnd and slept comfortably on the bed whoop whoop so happy. I dont rly rmb anything from all that lethargy but i hope chasing bryan off the bed for my own usage was a dream. Also had fun looking (glancing actually, looking would be a tad bit scary there's rly nothing for me to look at)  at classmate's sleepy faces and also watching them suffer from sleeping on the floor.

2nd day was the bbq day!! dont rmb much from the morning and aftn period cause i honestly didnt know what i was doing for the entire day other than eating and playing cards and sleeping.
Han's cleanliness instincts
meow, food.
none of my business cause i was having serious back aches T^T 
koko obv hates smiling 
Also dont rly rmb doing anything other than running away from lizards and insects and helping to butter  satays and chicken wings (which also ended up with me running away cause my hand was burning from the heat) 
mission: Find mr low
prizes will be won. *terms and conditions apply
Candle that kaixian bought was enormously huge and couldnt fit into my fondue base and WHEEPPEEE mr low made a aluminium base or smth like that. My fondue thingy was about to crack due to immense heat and fire. We also (not very accidentally) set tissue paper on fire and almost burnt down the chalet. Nothing much. Mild stuff. 
FROZEN GRAPES ARE LIKE THE BEST THING ON EARTH?!

 after i came back from home to bathe, these bunch of people celebrated both our birthdays hahahaha. WORST THING WAS THAT BOTH OF US IDIOTLY TRIED BLOWING THE CANDLES over and over and over again because kaixian INSISTED that it could be blown :@ .. and we believed him
Wouldnt be surprised if that cake had more saliva than cake.

bad photos taken by zheng yu idk i think hes not cut out to be a photographer.

played class games after that :-) Went to sleep at like 3+?? but han kept talking to other people and i joined in so in the end we 'slept', or rather kept quiet at 4. Unfortunately, han has blocked nose when she sleeps and she sounded like a whistling pot.. so it took me some toss and turns and finally a earpiece with music blasting for me to fall asleep. SHE'S DAMN BAD IM NOT SLEEPING BESIDE HER EVER AGAIN HAHAHAHAA.

So we woke up after like A BARE 3 HOURS OF SLEEP (swear i rly died that day.. it was so bad and i had mood swings and had dance and i was so so so so tired) 
But anw after bathing i went to meet han @ tp and we had free cake and free upsize (thx to sw) sigh. Then we headed for dance and i was isolated and i had nowhere to go and i was sad and my lethargy kicked in and i had the worst dance session in my life omg didnt help that it was damn bloody tiring.

16th nov, had econs tuition and headed for plaza sing for indo bbq and han plus the others sang a birthday song and presented me with lovely cupcakes AND I RECEIVED A DAMN AA BALLOON had so much rage stares at me when i was on the bus i swear.... and i conveniently slept all the way to the interchange and the bus driver had to wake me up (101 embarrassing things mu does)

btw cant be bothered to edit some of the photos and iphone front cam sucks
Thanks guys :-) 

I must look delicious to rachel she looks like she's gonna devour me
Do tall people like acting tall??????  his body is like on level 3 but his head is touching the ceiling of level 4 lol what a girrafe someone give him some alice potion.

Headed to mbs for a buffet at night :-)
 i look skaweeee.
and i love cutting up prawn shells!! random fetish ok b
i dk whether i look sad or happy but i hate growing older!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh