Sometimes what we say isn't what we feel
People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.

15.1.11

Hell blogging.

I scroll down my blog and i realised that its full of words. Did i every mention i really hate wordy posts? Unfortunately, im not going out! = No pictures. Sorry.


k 2 weeks (only) has past and its like sai already.
There's a freaking chengyu test and history test On monday. How do i even memorise 50 chengyus with both its meaning and the way you write it sia?!! I dont have some ultra piggy memory with 10000000 giga bytes in it. Plus there are like millions and gazilions of homework.. which makes no sense in why i should do it. damn. I hate my ace teacher and all the subject teachers whose lessons involve chinese btw -'-



But lessons are really funny and stuff and i rarely look at the clock (which is i guess a good thing) unless its some bitch teaching.Made new friends and heard from them that their first impression of me was super bimbotic. Aiyo die aldy i am freaking not. Vernetta complained that our class was reaaally noisy, but im going to complain back that her class is too quiet already la!


Sat with vivian for the past few days, with sean lew and sean lee infront. But apparently the comm went to put me to sit beside zhiming on thursday. Oh hell breaks loose. Plus i found a new idol to idolise ; Darren ho! Omg damn zai in piano k.


Pretty girls! Vivian chew i swear you look really pretty over here ok. Get well soon btw. :) hehe and i think evangel's like super pretty also omg.


Stay backed- with (supposedly) vernetta and darius and marcus to try to attempt to do homework on thursday. But obviously no one did and i was busy going around the canteen looking for pinkett's number anyway. Jovan and hengyi came to extra, and then vernetta kns pangseher went to find her softball mates. And then ben chua came, and then the 2f guys came. I gave up and left because i really really dont like to be the only girl cause it looks so flirt whatever.
So i went to find pinkett in the library! :)



^ I couldnt find pinkett's number anywhere. Thank goodness for jiayi :)

i have no freaking idea why he has a lighter actually.




Took 2 polaroids hehe.

P.s./ Hi formspring people who hate me,

No i dont think im pretty and im serious haha. If you think that its because i zilian or whatever thats why you think i think i pretty, then your wrong la obviously. I agree that you would be 10 times prettier than me, and hence you dont like the sight of my face or whatever shit and so you think im like a ulgy piece of sai. but whatever still goes, im glad you told me your views. I do not think im pretty for the gazimillionth time and i never once said that i am.;) Thanks.

And then,

Seriously many of those previous formspring people have been saying what you said of me acting like a bitch/slut. Thanks for telling me la actually, but please tell me why you view me this way so that i can amend my ways or smth??