Although yes, i agree that somewhat to a extent guzheng really is the worst, what can we do? Prove ourselves, How?
Stressed being the lingzou. Somewhat i think i shouldnt be given such a huge role amongst gz. I dont think i'm up to it when many others can do better? One year with zheng being the lingzou, one more year to being the exact same and it kinda sucks that everyone actually sees you as a role model, or stereotype me as being the most pro one when i cant do anything for all of you. I miss sitting at the back and just be a minor character that people scold and helps to change.I am not e kind that actually loves me cca until my balls drop out, or neither am i the hardworking type who encourages everybody to concentrate and listen and attend cca. Sorry im the total opposite.
SHIT. WHY SO EMO?!!!
