Sometimes what we say isn't what we feel
People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.

14.5.11

Abacadabra.


It's been ages since i've tried sitting down in front of the computer and typing stuff out.

Life's been a bitch, and never a period of life have i been so so so damn looking forward to the holidays, i swear.
School's being a slut and pouring out all those intense stack of stuff to do, things have being piling up, and blaaaaaaa many many problems.

1. The most crappiest of all,
hong siyu spreaded some fever + cough virus to me (which was spreaded by abigail $%$& ), and that was last wednesday where i stayed at home and skipped tuition to study for history test the next day. But the fucking fever got to me and i felt damn terrible, so i went to the doctor at 8.30am at UBI , got my medicine and still headed to school cuz i wanted to take the history test and go for passing down. Unfortunately, meanwhile i spreaded the virus to joshua (that only stayed for 20 mins-.- ) and junde. [ p.s/ i got to sleep in math period whoopwhoop happiness]

My sorethroat got really really bad throught the weekends, and then i went to the doctor another time, and wah la sorethroat's still here but less severe by alot haha. The bad thing is, i cough more than 3 times every minute, and i swear im gonna cough my lungs out one day I sweaaaar!!!! Going to the doctor tmrw again -____ - fml. oh and im really sorry cause seanlew n rachel also kena, and wellll im now officially the virus spreader hehehe.

2. Evangel's leaving soon. I really dont know what will happen without her )'': Im already used to her being my classmate and then she's gonna leave. mehh.

3. Im trying not to hate someone, but i dont know how!! As in, ever since i've found out i dont like her, just everything she does annoys me. Someone save me and tell me how to undo this )': I really really dont know what to do lololol.

4. Walked past my exclassmate today ( and i shan't name who) and i think It just sucks to have her/him to pretend that he/she never ever once knew you, and just walk away like some fucking asshole. weeeeellllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

5. Plus, school life really sucks mushballs cuz im so stressed out by everything i'd probably have hair dropping like i just did chemotheraphy. Im so stressed out by smart people around me when they get good grades, and all i get is some pile of mudpie bullshit that can't even be taken to face the wall orsmth. Hooray for me cuz i got 10/20 for chemistry, and 6/20 for maths lolol, told ya i'd fail. I'm gonna get killed under dhs ahhhhhhh. And obviously quite stressed out by guzheng. It really was terrible when everyone could play the asshole turkish march and only i couldnt. Plus, honestly, i can't play very well lol.

6. Annnnddd, i realised that my memory really sucks balls and it doenst help at all especially during dance! Feels terrible when everyone can do something and you cant, and then the teacher is bound staring at you, and you just smilesmile and shake it off.

7. The feeling really sucks when someone that was so so so damn close to you, decides to just drift away from you. It feels weird just trying to strike up a conversation and wthhhhhhh.

K i'll give you a prize if you even managed to read until here hahaha.



I swear i'll marry a guy that can cook such stuff for me. I'll marry him and love him for life and we'll be sweet couples 4eva HAHAHA. <3 <3 <3

He better not be allergic to strawberries, i'll divorce him *flicks hair*

Ok this is weird cause im enjoying pictures of food at 1.31 am haahahah walao i swear im a fat pig lol.BYE. RANDOM PHOTO TAKEN BY MY DAD LOL OK BYE.