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i went to look at the dance video, the previous video and the photos today...

I kindof rejected the offer of dancing for performance in june next year, but im thinking of it every single day and even if i stop thinking bout it... whenever i see any dance related stuff, i'll just think back again. I look at the dance video, i look at my I'll regret and think alot alot alot, how i enjoyed every single performance i had in my life, how i had so much fun with the dancers over the past few years, i just can't seem to forget anything.

Im just afraid that i will make the wrong decision, i will regret.

But is it too late for me to make a decision? I dont know if i have a second chance. Argh life is hard.