Sometimes what we say isn't what we feel
People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.

18.7.13

falling

I think I haven't yet explained why I change my blog name to escaperunway. But it's partially because scramoff was getting too 'violent', and also because I was bored studyin for physics. Got my inspiration from 'escape speed' ( go on and laugh LOL) But the url was taken and then I suddenly thought of my fantasy modelling dream so I named it escaperunway instead. I miss using 'scramoff.blogspot.com' to scold people tho even tho I still do that but it's not legit anymore haha. 

Sidetracking to studies.. 
even tho I didn't get a U for Jcts (ok la I got 44/100 for GP which is considered U for h1 but I still count it as S Idc LOL), I still felt like my results are really bad??  
like lol while people are scoring at least an A/B/C in a particular subject like hist/bio/math , I'm scoring the same range of marks for every subject. Bolded math because that's the subj everyone is passing in/scoring flying colors while I got a pathetic E. 

Should I be happy I'm maintaining my marks for all subjects? or sad that I'm doing average for all my subjects. T_T

doesn't help that I have so many things to think about.. and worry about.

some iPhone photos from 2e dinner @ sukiya. Missed them HELL LOADS Esp the SHD girls because we haven't went out in like ages (ok but we did after sports carn Hahah). But I love Xiyu and vernetta because I like eating with them :) oh wait I think I like eating in general HAHAHAHA.  
Honestly I look damn bad in this but I look genuinely happy so im posting it :-)


p.s/ must really thank my friends who have been bothering to listen to my 心事 :-) honestly, without them, I rly dk what to do/who to talk to. 

p.p.s/ one thing for sure I can say is that... I rly rly rly don't understand you and I rly don't understand why you did that. i have no courage to approach you, and neither do i have the strength to do so. I know that that was probably the end, but thank you for being my friend these few years and thank you for the memories :-) Hate you for the tears tho HAHAHAHAH ok bye.