doomsday

what am I? 

to you? 

to him, to her? 

to everyone? 

I wish I could read your mind 

Intrigue your bones

I deserve an award for blogging - for sacrificing my precious time which i would have otherwise spent on staring into space aka doing work. 

I miss having regular chinese dance lessons! altho i dont have that much feels to write a post on how much i miss it (since half the time i'm just dreading my dance lessons since it has to be on a sunday aftn which sucks -_-), but ya i miss dancing chinese dance sobs. 

Without filter because all the filters i tried on this photo just made me look uglier - They emphasized my dark eye rings and dark eye circles and made me look like i have bad complexion which is, to a certain extent, true since i DO have a bad complexion but ya they exaggerated it 

and i just typed a paragraph of bullshit 

 Anw, since it was our last lesson tgth, headed for some mandatory dinner with my bebs. @ kungfu paradise cause ya we're poor ..

 I cnt rmb this but met up with the group for random dinner. I honestly think i wont be seeing them as much as i did because of A's and also because our scheldues are alwwaaaaaaays clashing.

 i haz gt a retarded fwen

ER this was supposed to be somewhere near the front but i am obviously lazy to move that mouse of mine so you just have to deal with this i lurve u <3

& some random pix

 I was cute wasnt i, and so is my sis ROFL .....

Free cookie by sw for angela and me cause i gave her cupcakes haha. I was happy until i realised it was 300-400 calories lol 

I was studying half way when i really wanted to increase my heartbeat so i started jumping around starbucks and i eventually headed to the 9th floor and camwhored ? does that even make sense ha ha 

Dance camp 2013

just a short intro to dance soc camp since gp taught me to 'grab people's attention' in my introduction

My mum saw this picture (i saw her looking at it really intensely and long, like she was just wondering what the heck is wrong with her daughter). It was also hard to explain that the person i was licking whipped cream off from was a girl, and that this was a game. Hence, i do not have a fetish for ears and i was not making out with my bf. 

Judge me all u want cuz yes that huge one is mine

Ya we r suckers who went to study after dance camp lol 

Second day - headed out with md to get free bux, but i wasnt rly feeling bux-y so technically i lost a few calories and gained it back by froyo.

Ya our teacher is a guy. #wow #nowyouknow 

LOL we ordered koi as dance soc and had to pay for their cab fare to deliver this to us .... i dont understand.

And er..... my group won 1st for camp ... surprise surprise 

Had a gr8 3 days with them tho :-)

Happy with fud cuz i iz fud is happy iz i

 Are we the only ones? tell me no

Am i pretty am i pretty?

BYE
this is quite a boring post cuz i dont rly feel much humor in me ....
i think i should have placed this at the front instead of now but ya too late bye

doomsday

I don't think I've been coping well with school... but since when have I????? 

sometimes I'm so bothered & troubled with stuff and I'm pissed off with everything about my life and sometimes I'm utterly happy and I wish that my life could stop at that particular moment. 

Idk but I think whatever I'm going through now is making me older - not rly mentally but physically. I think I look like a 50 year old haggard now rather than a youthful 18 year old - not that my birthday is over but I think I'll be worse once I'm rly 18 since I'll be in the middle of A's which probably is the worst thing that can happen to me. 

I mean I think it's a bother when I study more hours than I sleep

and I hate these days where I have to head home and face the table instead of facing the computer/my books or mere hanging out with friends. I'd trade 7cm of my height for that. 

and sometimes the things or people that make you happy will eventually turn around and bite you ... 

you get so affected you can't stop thinking about it. You get insecure and unhappy. You feel suicidal. 

now now don't jump down the building it's not nice to die bloody. 

can't help rolling my eyes at you ....... 

once again I'm faced with this kind of bullshit treatment lol ok bye.