escaperunway

So my knee kinda popped while i was dancing last thursday, and I'm not sure what happened. And going to the TCM doesn't help either because they dont tell me what exactly is wrong and they can only make predictions/assumptions. The physician told me 'lets hope nothing is broken'.
It has been ...4 days since thursday, and although it doesn't hurt to walk, and i can walk without a limp, it still kills me deep inside to know that there is a possibility i can't dance anymore.

I've danced for a good 16 years of my life, and i had so many plans for myself, joining the school's dance CCAs and choreographing and being the dance head and ... just doing so much more stuff and contributing towards my journey in dance. I wanted to continue open classes for as long as i could, but everything has just washed down the drain now and I'm not sure what I'm supposed to feel.

Sure, my injury may not be a big deal. It doesn't hurt, and i'm probably fine, i'm probably just having the jitters and panicking unnecessarily. But ... i dont know. i dont know. I'm speechless.