Maybe i'm in the wrong, maybe i have always been in the wrong. Yet i have been blinded, blinded by own selfishness, and the mentality that i'm making the right decision. Maybe everything was a bad decision, maybe i should just stay alone by myself & lock myself up in my whole whirlwind of emotions. Maybe i'm the worst demon that anyone could ever imagine. 

I feel so much like a horrible person. 

stress cry episode 1 /
dont think i can do this anymore. what did i sign up for?