Sometimes what we say isn't what we feel
People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.

17.2.17

at 3:27 PM
Maybe i'm in the wrong, maybe i have always been in the wrong. Yet i have been blinded, blinded by own selfishness, and the mentality that i'm making the right decision. Maybe everything was a bad decision, maybe i should just stay alone by myself & lock myself up in my whole whirlwind of emotions. Maybe i'm the worst demon that anyone could ever imagine. 

I feel so much like a horrible person.