Have been pigging out for the past 1 week - not sure why my eating behaviours are so weirdly volatile. Literally gained 4kg just in a week because i ate suppers for like 4 days in a row. ugh, i know my previous weight was unhealthy but i can't keep gaining weight like this either, and i kinda liked my previous weight so .... lol omg being such a girl
Listed out all the things i had to do for DP ( in my brain ) , and counted that i had about 4 weeks to DP so I'm officially.... really.... screwed. Also it doesnt help that I'm at week 1 readings even though its already the starting of week 4 lel.
Definitely won't be able to pull up my cap this sem i think ?? but ill try ): even tho i know trying is not hard enough. Gotta resist all the socializing temptations because i really cannot afford the time to do so. Really wanted to earn money while studying tho but i guess this month's extra $100 should suffice T^T
/At least i can tell myself i don't have to look back and regret, cause i won't ever regret the decision that i make between us.
